How should we understand what God is? Part 7

How should we understand what God is?

Part 7: One of the voices in my head is different, because it’s not me.

Let’s now apply this understanding to what could be happening in a believer’s life of faith. I must say again, I think what’s happening is best explained by accepting that there is an independent personal agent called God. However, some wish to undermine religion by claiming that belief is all just a psychological issue really. So, let’s follow this line of argument as though it has been fully accepted. I still claim that, even as “just a psychological issue”, belief in God is the most profound and beneficial thing a person can do and is an entirely valid and justified way of life. I accept that, historically, believers have made their commitment because they believed that there really is a God. Would anyone be willing to embark on this process if they saw very clearly from the start that God is their own creation – “just a psychological process”? It would certainly be harder, but I don’t see why people shouldn’t freely and with open-eyes embark on such a path. Instead of therefore adopting atheism, I am going to recommend believing in God.

For, what has actually happened when someone reaches the stage of saying, “I believe in God because I have met him through my religious experiences, and now he is my strength and guide in life”? I think it’s this. I will use the example of a Christian, but it works for all religions.

Through continual focus, and regular practice, the Christian applies their attention to God. In this scenario, God does not exist as a person, but they apply their attention to the idea of God. This God has all the qualities of the traditional God, except that this God is now a make-believe figure – he is “an imaginary friend”. However, the believer – in company with other believers who share the same ideas and use the same language in ways that they comprehend within their community of belief – immerses themselves in a value system. These values are embedded in stories with which the believer becomes intimately acquainted, stories which continue to be revered as revelatory of ultimate truth in just the same way as scripture traditionally is. The Christian returns to these stories and prayers over and over again, and as their own life develops so these stories keep speaking to them with ever more enriching overlapping layers of meaning, revealing guidance and imparting strength to the believer. These stories and values become completely embedded in your consciousness (and perhaps your unconscious too). Through the method of prayer – which as we are considering that there is no-one you are speaking too, must now be considered a form of meditative self-reflection – the believer learns to hold in their mind and heart the voice of what a person who was actually God would say. And this is what the essence of God is in this scenario: the believer has succeeded in creating the voice of God in their own mind.

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy. Part 7

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy

Part 7

Father, I am afraid.

Afraid of fear. Afraid that I will throw myself into the pit of fear even though the things I feared did not come to pass. Afraid that, at the very moment I was ready to stand firm, instead fear will seize me, and my body will rebel against all that my mind approves of and all that I tell it to do.

My dearest, you are right: this is the greatest fear of all: the fear of fear. But you can see the absurdity of it can’t you. And I know this is what torments you: you know for certain that you are foolish to be so afraid, but you still can’t stop yourself doing it. Firstly, remember, you are a physical creature with a body. It works in certain ways. You have to accept that and work with it. Don’t try fighting your own body. But don’t be over-awed by it either. Remember that I am its maker and you are “the owner” of this body. I don’t mean to draw a distinction between you and your body; you are your body: I’m just saying, don’t complain that it screams, “I’m afraid” if you press the “fear” button. What can we do about this? Well, we’ve already learnt a lot together today, haven’t we? Remember, to be courageous doesn’t mean that you have no fear; it means that, in the face of your fear, you face up to what you need to do, and do it regardless of the fear. Don’t be so impressed by what this body and mind of yours is telling you. What do you believe in? Who do you love? Then do what is good and right by them and let your fear rage impotently. It shouts loud, but its only power is your own, and if you have put your power at my service then all it can do is moan. Put your earphones in and listen to my song.

How should we understand what God is? Part 6

How should we understand what God is?

Part 6: How our minds work: we talk to ourselves

A modern view

Let’s suppose for a moment that there is the final triumph of science in explaining the universe. Let’s suppose that humanity becomes no longer willing to take that step of faith which is essential to believing in God. (Though perhaps that willingness to take a step of faith is the very essence of humanity). Will there be any role left for God? What would God be in that scenario!? I am going to outline a possibility that I think is an impregnable defence for belief in God. The essence of the position is that, if God does not exist, in his own right, then (the idea of) God is humanity’s greatest ever invention. If God is not a personal, independently existing agent, then he is a voice in our heads that we have created. Rather than seeing this as a reason to abandon God because: “he’s not real; he’s just in our minds”, I will instead argue that God is supremely precious, because it is not simply  the idea of God that is humanity’s greatest ever invention, we have actually succeeded in creating God.

We all know what it is like to have a conversation with ourselves. We have the ability to debate the pros and cons of a course of action and we seem to have the ability to put forward several points of view, all of which are our own. Or, at least, it’s the point of view of a section of our thinking. Or it’s a possibility which we regard as valid, and we are not yet certain which of the several points of view we will finally adopt as our considered judgement. Famously, Freud regarded our psyche as being made up of 3 parts: the id, the ego and the superego. Without saying that Freud is right, it’s easy for many of us to accept that this is a helpful way of understanding what is going on in our heads when we are deliberating a course of action: that we are having an internal debate with ourselves. Likewise, we readily understand the position of those who take account of particular voices – not voices in our heads in a mentally ill sort of way, but we understand when someone says, “I always try and think what my mother would say”. We may also accept that a person may subconsciously be always trying to please a person whom they hold in authority or love.

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy. Part 6

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy

Part 6

Father, I am afraid.

Afraid that I am not even in charge of my own body. That I cannot control the tension in my body nor the racing of my mind.

Yes, you are strange. So much time and energy wasted. You may be surprised to learn that you are not alone in this. You must learn now, even though you have been so slow to learn up till now: my message when I come to you is always: “Peace be with you”. I need you to do the greatest act of faith of your life: you must let go of your fear – which means: allow it to do whatever it wants; stop trying to defend yourself; the more you try and protect yourself the more you harm yourself. Your fear is using your own strength to wound you. Stop being on the side of your fear. You hate your fear so much, yet, in being entrapped by it, it has wound you to its purpose. So, laugh in its face and see what it can do without you. It will scream at you to frighten you, but, for once, be undismayed. Give your fear free range and it will fizzle out, deflate, and then – no it will not disappear; it will curl up at your feet like a pet. And then you must look after it – remember, it is your fear; it belongs to you and you must look after it – one day you may truly need it. Not like now, when you keep checking to see if your fear is really as bad as you’re afraid it is. The answer to that is always: “Yes, it is that bad”. But a sleeping pet at your feet? Give it a stroke, and a smile.

How should we understand what God is? Part 5

How should we understand what God is?

Part 5: Reasons why our belief in God developed: Just think it through as deeply and honestly as you can.

The third strand of support for belief in God is, perhaps, a combination of the first two, and I will put it under the heading of philosophical reasoning. If philosophy is understood as the examination of truth claims to determine their validity, then humanity has presented itself with a number of big questions. Why does the universe exist? What should I do with my life? Why do some people claim that a person called God exists? What is the nature of reality and how does my life fit into it? A long and noble tradition of intense thought has brought humanity a repository of wisdom and – while it is not proven – there are valid arguments for believing in the existence of God as integral to the human story. Some scientists think that scientific discoveries will make philosophy redundant, but I think some scientists don’t understand the pertinence of philosophy to our lives.

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy. Part 5

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy

Part 5

Father, I am afraid.

Afraid that it is too late to change. That I have blown my best chances in life. That what I have lost, is lost forever and can never be redeemed.

Do not be afraid. You have not lost your life; you have spent it. Life is costly and life is precious; it is no wonder that you feel you have paid a high price in getting where you are today. Yes, you have made many mistakes, but I believe you said you are a person with many weaknesses; you made the best choices you could at the time. Don’t berate yourself for being foolish, when gaining wisdom takes time and effort – and learning from mistakes. Don’t be sad, or disappointed or bitter: you are not a mind-reader, nor can you read the future, and you are not in charge of everything that happens to you. My calling to you was to be faithful, not be successful. Remember that some of our greatest failures are redeemed into life-giving grace if there was love in the failure, and as for the future, is not my message to you: resurrection life! And remember, I am the judge; you have not noticed as I have noticed, nor have you read your heart the way I have: I have a number of things down to your credit, and when I look on you, I smile with delight.

How should we understand what God is? Part 4

How should we understand what God is?

Part 4: Reasons why our belief in God developed: To help us explain things

Another key reason for belief in God to develop was as an explanatory mechanism. Early humans became aware that they lived within a system of creation governed by massive forces, compared to which our puny fragility made us excessively vulnerable, forces which we could not control and did not understand. Not unreasonably, we extrapolated from what we did know that there must be invisible powers at work to make the universe happen. Early people graphically experienced their relationship with these forces, to which they felt intimately connected, and which they regarded with reverence and awe. Today, we understand, well, nearly everything. Should we then just completely abandon this strand of support for belief in God? In many ways, it seems fair. We can understand why people did make this mistake, but accept it was a mistake and we should not be encumbered by it anymore.

The main objection to this is that loss of sense of deep connection to the elemental forces of the universe and our reverence for them. Modernity gives us such immense benefits in length and quality of life compared to “natural life”, say, roaming the open plains. Many also feel trapped in an artificial, superficial and in some strange way, unsatisfying world – though we are so busy working and enjoying ourselves within our human-made creation that we don’t have that much time to notice it. There are still some big philosophical problems to deal with, such as, “Why should there be something rather than nothing?” Many scientists feel confident that one day we will understand exactly how the universe came into being, and, when we do, it will have an entirely scientific explanation. There will be something about reality that means that, even before there was a universe, the forces that brought a universe into being had to exist.

This seems counter-intuitive: how can there be anything about reality before there was any reality? However, quite a lot of modern science is counter-intuitive, so it’s a possibility. Those who believe in God can still justifiably hold on to the view that God could be the reason as to why the forces that created the universe were possible, or that – if science alone can explain that – that God also exists alongside a universe that did not need him to exist. However, this seems an unnecessary conjecture to bring the existence of God into the equation if everything can be explained without him. There would still be the issue of the first reason to believe in God: the encounter with God we call religious experience. However, if this second point does become cut and dried, it may then be fairer to reassess the nature of religious experience. I will still argue that it is the most precious thing in existence, but the source and nature of it will have to be reinterpreted.

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy. Part 4

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy

Part 4

Father, I am afraid.

Afraid that I am too weak to overcome my weaknesses. That my good intentions will always end in failure. That in the end I will always be dragged down by my sins and my failures.

I know that this is your particular fear. Hold on to my promise that, “My grace is made perfect in weakness”. It would be better if you were stronger, but, as you are not, you must rejoice in the way my grace works: the weaker you are the clearer it is that the good things that you do have flowed from me. And remember, it is me who passes judgement: I will decide if you are a failure or not. And you have said yourself many times that we must pay more attention to God’s grace than to human sin, and in that you spoke the truth, and did me a service. I know the service that you have done for me, and one day I will lay it out clearly for you. Do not be afraid: hope, faith and love surround and uphold you. You will not slip from my grasp at the end.

How should we understand what God is? Part 3

How should we understand what God is?

Part 3: Reasons why our belief in God developed: We encounter him

This idea of God developed for several reasons.

Key was the power of religious experience. Human beings feel that they have encountered this mysterious person, whom we call God. Certainly, this must partly be a response to the awesome reality of being alive. In our existential self-reflection on the fantastic fact that we exist, and in those moments of well-being when we are uplifted in spirit, and come to clarity of understanding, we are simply over-whelmed that we exist; we are so glad to be alive; and we feel at one with the universe. For brief moments, we feel that all that is absolute, infinite and eternal about existence is being expressed in our lives and we are sharing in these qualities. This is in itself a spectacular revelation. Yet even beyond this, in these moments of supreme clarity about our own reality, we do not simply become inspired by abstract principles such as love, truth, and beauty, nor are we just impressed by the reality of our existence – simply exulting that we are alive. Rather, we experience these moments as moments of personal encounter with someone. We have learnt over the centuries to give the name “God” to this experience, but that is just shorthand for the experience of meeting a mysterious stranger, I know not whom. And bit by bit, we have built up a picture of who this stranger is – and he fits the description given above of the traditional understanding of God. If somehow we could erase all knowledge of God, I believe that we would recreate our current faith because humanity would rediscover this numinous encounter with “someone”. This someone is the greatest mystery of existence/the universe and the greatest treasure.

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy. Part 3

Fear not for I bring you tidings of great joy

Part 3

Father, I am afraid.

Afraid that justice will not be done. That the truth will be ignored. That selfish, stupid people will hold power and abuse me, even though I am in the right and they are in the wrong.

Do not be afraid of your fear. You are looking into the dark abys and fear is natural and even fear can be helpful if it is held in a good heart. Remember, even when I tell you not to be afraid, I am not telling you that you are invulnerable. I’m not saying that you are not allowed to be angry, dismayed, in despair and anguish, and in the cold truth of your own heart you can acknowledge that, this time, you are afraid. In that moment there is nothing else to do but hold my hand and face what needs to be faced. My message is that I am with you always; I am not going to leave you now, now that you need me most. Remember, though the truth can be denied, it cannot be destroyed: the truth is always the truth, and when it is rediscovered, it will shine as brightly as ever. Take hold of your courage and determination when you face injustice, but let most of your anger be on behalf of others who suffer it. Do not be overcome by evil and exert all your might to work for righteousness – and never give up. And even then your task is not done, for it is not enough even to overcome evil, you must overcome evil with good. This is my will, and as you are with me, this is what you must do. You must be like me and suffer in sacrificial love, but always suffering in hope of redemption. Leave judgement to me.